Documenting some experiences of being covertly tested on with Mind Control Programs & Technologies

"Strobe Torture" / "The Heart Defibrillator" / The "AI Random-People-Invasively-Staring-Into-My-Soul-Generator” / "Ear-Worm Torture"

I wanted to share some things that I have gone through daily for many many years because I don’t hear a lot of TI's talking about these particular things.

They project these lights into my vision via technology, they are hard to explain its these neon colored looking dots, “circles” of varying sizes in other words.

(digital looking, pixelated almost, but unnaturally bright and they cycle through the spectrum of colors in a weird bleeding kind of way, where its like they are sweeping through the spectrum of frequencies each time - like .gif of colors sequencing the colors of a rainbow but way too fast to see the individual colors… bare with me guys, its hard to explain)

They cut through everything in my vision, I see them with my eyes closed too) they literally pierce my vision, usually its very tiny, its always singular (only 1 at a time) but sometimes it takes up my entire vision like someone is blasting a strobe light into my optic nerves directly into my sense of sight,

again it goes behind my eyelids so I can never get away from it,

I even see it in my dreams because it cuts through my entire vision even into my subconscious because of how interruptive it is to my sense of sight.

Like, imagine someone was holding a strobe light right up against your face, but you don’t see them at all, and you just see the light, and also they somehow forced you to enter into a state of terror and panic with it somehow. That’s the best tangible way I can describe it.

Imagine like a Heart Defibrillator waking someone up out of death abruptly, as they gasp for air, its similar to that intensity (rarely is it that intense, but that’s when it’s at it’s “peak”, normally they are very tiny lights, meant to mildly disrupt my train of thought and retrain my behaviors, in other words, the most common occurrence of it is normally easy for me to ignore)

That’s what it feels like and it is impossible not to be totally affected by when its on it’s more intense side.

It totally interrupts you and forces your attention from you.

Impossible to ignore, impossible not to react to.

(when its huge light flashes its totally different, a million x more intense, not when they are small lights, when they are small it only affects me when i’m already stressed out and not on my guard)

They have basically neuro-linguistically programmed me (NLP Anchoring attached to Triggers causing mild to extreme dissociation when its on it’s more intense side) the triggers cause me to respond with anxiety when I see those flashes, it actually rarely affects me but sometimes its been severely disturbing to the point where I had to sleep with one eye open one night because of how traumatizing it was, I was afraid to close both eyes at once because the light was blinding because of the black backdrop, (you know, the blackness you see with your eyes closed) So I would have to keep one eye open and I literally fell asleep like that somehow.

I sleep with a light on usually because they have sort of trained me to involuntary feel uncomfortable with the light off, because again the contrast between the dark and flashes of light somehow intensifies it, its much much harder to ignore in a dark room, it can actually be terrifying… so yea I have to sleep with the damn light on now.

I never really payed attention to it until just now (the sleeping with the light on thing) It has been so crazy and so disturbing and once it happens, the feeling doesn’t just go away its like a long lasting drug that you have to just sit and wait for the effects to wear off.

It forces an uncontrollable panic and dread.

They usually time it with certain things i’m listening to or talking about to try and retrain my behavior.

Sometimes they use the tech to flash disturbing images, even images that I saw with my own eyes (as in, you get a first person view of something your eyes previously saw but basically they copy and paste it from my own senses and my own memory, or they just copy it from their database of the information that is collected from all of my senses) They project those “moments” (screenshots from my own eyes) back into my vision.

It sucks.

Usually i don’t even notice the ‘small lights’, but sometimes it has literally been one of the worst feelings i’ve ever had in my life. I really don’t know how to quite describe it.

Depends on how hard they hit me and how big the light’s radius is.

If i get really stressed out they do it and time it with moments of distress and it will anchor fear to those triggers (i think it piggy backs off of the frequency of being stressed out even more so than otherwise, either that or the timing is just aligned with such a state).

The worse part is you can’t close your eyes to get away from it.

I guess it could be compared to the tinnitus sound (as in, you also can’t cover your ears to get away from the tinnitus sound or those frequency/ringing blasts that they do), but if it was visible instead of audible, but its not constant so its much more disturbing when it happens because you don’t really get as used to it as you do with the silent sound / “tinnitus”

I just wanted to share because it sucks, and its a very lonely type of suffering because its impossible to provide evidence to others, and I don't hear many talk about it.

So if it’s happening to you too, I truly empathize and I actually know what you are going through 🤍 I hope that can bring you some comfort. God loves you.

I also want to mention that they do it to me in my sleep and force me awake sometimes, it forces me into a 'forced artificial panic' that I can’t stop, like its a constant feeling that doesn’t go away, its not natural.

Once it happens its like instant insomnia where your body is literally afraid to fall asleep again and afraid to close your eye lids, its a forced fear that is uncontrollable.

The Next part is something I haven’t heard anyone talk about and it’s something that started about a half of a year ago, i called it the “The AI Random-People-Invasively-Staring-Into-My-Soul-Generator”

There is this weird experience that happens when I’m in between being asleep and being awake, like when i’m about to fall asleep and I start to cross over into different brainwave states, I start to see them running these visual sequences ‘behind my closed eyelids’

[or maybe its always running and I catch glimpses of it when transitioning in-between states]

its always an AI generated humanoid creature with random features,

sometimes male, female, different skin color,

its like a "random people generator" -

so the face will be looking off into the distance

(this is a conceptual example loosely showing you the positioning of them)
it will be looking off into the distance like this:

usually I don’t see that much of their face though.

and then they swiftly and “invasively” turn directly towards me and peer into my eyes, forcing me to lock eyes with them.

sort of like this:

but its way more intense because its an aggressive hostile AI entity.

(see the first image and imagine it transitioning into the next position at like 300 FPS (super polished and pristine, unnaturally “perfect” and it looks faster than the human eye can perceive Frames Per Second)

They lock eyes with me with these messed up AI looking fake human eyes that look all pristine and perfect, you know what i mean, like how AI art looks more polished than reality and more crisp... anyways, right when it peers into me, I force myself to wake up every time because i’m like

"oh helll nooo!! i ain’t tryna’ see NONE of that!"

That thing doesn’t get to force me to look at it consciously for long, I refuse.

I laugh, and i ain’t worried... but, its really really creepy.

this is important to take note of for TIs because they do this with a lot of their tactics in differing ways:

They change the faces sometimes to look like other TIs that I know aren't perps,

They really aren't slick because I know everything they do is a lie at this point. You also have to not know this tech exists to be convinced by it most of the time, because you can clear see its synthetic, even before I knew I could tell it was fake and that “something was being done to me”.

But they try and trick me by morphing the faces to look like TIs that I know are trustworthy,

but its obviously not an exact match so it doesn't look human enough for me to fall for it, like how AI messes up hands & fingers & letters like always lol.

It’s funny how not slick they are,

God is good guys He makes it all worth it and you know at this point I'm surprised that I got used to as much as i got used to...

Because I never thought i would get used to the ear-worm torture either (feels like a billions energy worms crawling and swimming in your ears but its all technology - i have literally felt this for years, about 6 or 7 years straight... )

at first i thought i would never get used to it it was driving me nuts...

but eventually i stopped noticing it, yet its still happening... its weird.

All that AI stuff is creepy as hell.

Some people don’t believe this stuff is possible, well, if it was happening to you, you would know too.

I don’t know what program or what tech that it is, but the "AI Random-People-Invasively-Staring-Into-My-Soul-Generator” didn’t start at the beginning of my overt targeting it was brought in recently maybe a half a year ago, i don't know what that even means i’m just doing my best to piece it all together.

It’s similar to the dream modulation tech but its feels like its running on loop and that I just catch glimpse of it in between states. that would be weird if that’s what has been giving me more anxiety lately, its like being forced into a staring contest against your will with a generative AI holographic familiar spirit simulator that you do not want to participate in - over and over again, with random ai people that change all the time - the best way i can explain it guys, is it is "Visual V2k" its not audible only visual, mk ultra, its v2k though because its the same intentions but with different senses being targeted, if you catch my drift. but all of that effect is happening subliminally to me and causing anxiety Lord help us all. its weird to break this stuff down.

i gotta laugh because im tired of every other reaction. if you are going through any of this, i feel ya.

I love ya and God loves ya more!