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Noni  Willow's avatar

For so very long, I’ve had the urge to share my experiences, when I was in the thick of it, there was no explanation! I was drugged out, crazy, no one listened, I was so alone! And I had walked away from Yahuah or so I thought! Since I’ve come back into His arms, it’s been speechless at times, supernatural at best, now I’m peaceful, still overly thinking, but peaceful, still very self critical, but for the most part still peaceful! Lately it’s the unbearable exhaustion, and mostly minor annoyances, a lot of frustration nation, but one realization I did just recently have was even if I was disobedient due to external influences before; I know now it’s because of my flesh, myself and my own flaws, fears and pressure! I get sick to my stomach if I try to casually step out on my own will in accordance to what I believe is His gentle persistence, it’s funny how I have no problem standing up or standing out when circumstances call for me to act! But when I think im ready to act on His prompting, I freeze and I am unable to move, I’m terrified, frozen or confused, concerned about something else, broken to pieces, I put myself back on the shelf! Dining with doubt, afraid to speak out… I need to reconnect to His will, His Ruach, give myself space… deeply reflect… find my way to pull thru, take that first baby step!!! Thank you for your courage!

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Tracy Jones's avatar

Thank you I needed to hear this ..I'm targeted since 2019 I get voices 24/7 and it's always ugly things they say and skits they play out to disrupt my life but like you I've got in scripture and Christ carries me through my day to day he's king of kings and Lord of lords ❤️

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